oh shit. i am so bored now.. i am suppose to be studying. i have a biology and chemistry test next week and both are really important. and i dont know why, but i have no motivation to do anything. i find myself staring blankly at things. i guess when you left, you took my motivation with you. sighh. i really think you did. arghh. when will you ever understand. maybe you never will. but at least i have tried. the ball is in your court now. [: