BOO! hahah! guess who's back! (:

anyway, gold coast was alright.damn boring at times, but yeah.. now i know why my mom wanted me to go there to study for the hols. cause there was no internet and no free roaming on my phone! i was like, oh my gosh this cant be happening. i wonder how i even survived 10 days without internet and my phone! gahh.

played tennis every day though. it was good. i love my coach! haha. (:

cant really remember much though. the days passed by like months. it was like bright at 4 o'clock in the MORNING! and dark by 5.30. i went shopping! :D but didnt go crazy this time. (: kristi and i couldnt wait to come back to singapore. i missed out on sooo many things! gosh. missed spending time with ellen, alex, chua and all! ):

ohoh! on the plane back, i felt like such an emotional wreck! i cried two times on the plane! all thanks to the two movies i watched. heh. it was sooo sad okay! made me think of you and all. hmm..
there was this one part,
'when i look at you, i know that there is a God that loves me so much that he took the time to create you, just for me. i love you, past my mind, beyond my heart. i love you from my soul, and thats the only place you and God dwell in.'
oh my gosh.. and he said it in this really romantic, sad way. sigh. wish things were that easy. oh yeah! one of the nights there, my family and i went to some chinese restaurant there, and when we were heading out, they gave us this fortune cookie. i've never been given a fortune cookie before!! heh. okay so i took one, and cracked it open. guess what mine said. kristi and i burst out laughing when i read it out.

"a strong person understand how to withstand substential loss. "

omg. when i read it. i was like.. errr.

anyway, moving on from being all emo, chinese oral next thursday! oh my goshhh! clarissaaa! i cant speak chinese for nuts! haha. as in seriously seriously. i think i can only make it past the first sentence and thats about it! omg. im dead! cant wait for sunday sunday sunday! (:

OH MY GOSH! hannah just told me that sonicfest is happening! hahaha. omg omg. i suddenly feel so happy. haha. gonna go with her tmr night i think. yay! :D starshineee! its been like, almost one year! you make me so happy (: thank god i came back in time. heh.

you thought i missed _ most.
but in truth, it was you that i missed the most.
always on my mind, in every thought.
i need you back. seriously.
i made you something, but i dont think i'll give it to you. you seem so happy now, i just dont wanna wreck things up for you anymore.