You are the one I slap myself thinking now.

It's been 5 months since our break up and there are moments where I find myself thinking about you. I try not to, but i do. So I scold myself everytime I do, hoping that it'll works. Your birthday is coming up soon and I don't know if I should do/give you anything for it. It'll be your 20th birthday. Hmm. Maybe I'll give it a thought.